More Time, One More Chance

If I lose any more than this, will my heart be forgiven
How much pain before I can see you again
One more time, please don't change the season
One more time to the time when we fool around

When our path cross each other, I am always the first to turn
Making me indulge more in my selfish way
One more chance tripped by memories
One more chance we cannot choose our next place

I am always searching somewhere for you
Opposite of the house, the other side of the alley's window
Even though I know you won't be here
If my wish is to be granted, please bring me to you right now
Betting and embracing everything
To show you there's nothing else I can do

Anybody should be fine if it was just to ease loneliness
Because the stars in the night sky seems like falling, I cant lie to myself
One more time, please dont' change the season
One more time to the time when we fool around

I am always searching somewhere for you
Even at the intersection and dream
Even though I know you won't be here
If miracle was to happen, I want to show it to you right now
A new morning, myself
and the "I love you" which I couldn't say

Summer's memory is revolving
The sudden disappearance of heart beat

I am always searching somewhere for you
At dawn's town, At Sakuragi street
Even though I know you won't come here
If my wish is to be granted, please bring me to you right now
Betting and embracing everything
To show you there's nothing else I can do

I am always searching somewhere for your fragment
At the destination's shop, At the corner of the newspaper
Even though I know you won't be there
If miracle was to happen, I want to show it to you right now
A new morning, myself
And the "I love you" which I couldn't say

I always end up looking somewhere for your smile
At the railway crossing of the fast pace town
Even though I know you won't be here
If life can be repeated, I'll go to you many times over
There's nothing else that I want
Nothing else is more important than you

By Masayoshi Yamazaki


I dedicated this song to my beloved 'lil brother who passed away on October 26, 2012
I'm crazy missing you right here T_T
I love you.... Please don't forget me.

51 Days

Today's..... 51 days since you've been gone. But, still I can't mke my self bury the hatchet by your gone. I'm still missing you, really really misssing you Dek :(.....
Are you doing well there?! Or do you ever miss me there?!
To be honest, I can't forgive myself not because of your suddenly gone. it,s because The Promises than I suspended on you. I really feel sorry for the Suspended promises Dek.
If only I knew those days was our last days together, I won't took these way.

Hope ALLAH SWT save your soul in peace in His side.
I know ALLAH loves you more than our love for you.


Kakak yang selalu merindukan mu :'(

Finally.... ;)

Haaaaa....finally, mencoba lari ke dunia blog setelah sekian lama menimbang, memutuskan dan akhirnya menetapkan akan mulai ngeblok sebagai ajang curhat*an cuz udah ga jaman lagi nyorat-nyoret buku diary :p

Welcome to my new world :)